Help me to accept your will, even when I don't understand it. If it be your will that I have spasms and move in a way that is foreign to me, then so be it.
If it be your will that I shed unnecessary parts of my life that I think are wonderful but that are not pleasing to You, then so be it.
If it be your will that I shed expectations about what I'm supposed to carry with me on this journey of life, then so be it.
If it be your will that I don't understand your will and must wander around in the dark for awhile, so be it.
If it be your will that I fight sadness, loneliness, and fatigue, so be it.
But when it is time and when it is your will that others help me, I pray for the humility to accept others' efforts.
Amen
